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Shadows

I sit here/ and i wonder whats goin on/ cuz i dont even feel like im livin my life anymore/ i feel like this is TV or im sum main character in a movie/ sayin yeah girl yeah, i been there before/ not realizin that the girl i see is me, always confused and sad life aint as easy as i thought it would be/ i been here before, u see, not once but twice this makes it time 3/ so u see, i feel like im not in the wrong, but my feelins have been known to make me sing a sad song/ but not all the time, im pretty wise for my time, my age tries to conceal the things that i feel inside, so does the way i clothe my figure, i figure why not, throw on a fitted of the White Sox, along wit some white socks ADIDAS flip flops jeans and semi-tight top/ im still cute tho so to my situation i say IFSTOW, that aint where it end tho, i go and open that Book tho/ chop it up w/ Paul yo, and Christ teaches the lesson slow/ or sometimes fast, you always gotta be ready with a pen and pad/ write in own your heart, hide it in ya heart, cuz u neva kno when the test is gonna start/ cuz i see im in one right now/ He's tryna see if im gon pass/ my patience, my tongue, gotta make this slo to anger last/ the shadows of my others hover over like a cloud forecast with rain/and i pray that my pain and rain subside in a few days, but on that glorious day, i kno everything will be ok, no more tears from ours eyes, no more lonely goodbyes, no more wonderin how ur children will survive, without they daddys or if yall not there is a good thing, and lovin the fact Jesus always gets the glory/ see ive come to tell my story, imma need u to see that im the only human author, no need to control me, my hand got this, been writin this one for a minute, the autobiography part 1 is almost finished/wipe my window from the rain/ release my happiness and pain/ and let the one God sends for me compliment and help keep me sane/ i would hate to go ham but dont tell me how to live my life, cuz all i need is the instructions from the book, ill be ight/ imma reintroduce my self, to the old me say "see ya" hello, i am the one and only short Kia.