Dear Ex-Boyfriend

{use your spiritual eyes and mind to decipher this}


how have you been? me, i'm good. i havent really spoken to you in a while. you come to my mind every once and a while. so, do you ever think of me? you dont have to answer that. i talked to oh boy the other day (yeah, you know old dude that introduced us) he said you missed me. he said you want me to come back to you. i'm sorry but i really cant.

dont be mad. but i found someone else. he treats me good. he encourages me to do better. but you, you just wanted me to stay the way i was and to be worse than i was. i was always giving and you were always taking.

but you, you were stifling me. he showed me things you were trying to make me blind to. he makes me feel good. he makes me whole. and its real. not like you used to make me feel, but real. he teaches me the truth, while you were feeding me lies. and even though you say you love me, i cant believe that. you never acted like you did.

and i know what you are going to ask me: can you be with me and him too? the answer is no! i used to try to balance you guys out. love you one moment then him the next. but i cant do that. i love him to much to ever do that again.

i hope you can understand that i just cant go back to you. you were taking me down. but he is bringing me up. i gotta stay with him. i'm sorry, but i just cant give in to you again.

sincerely,
your ex-lover
Mikia Tarver