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SICK AND TIRED:Share


if it sound like i'm ramblin, my fault, i was jus think of sum stuff and typin it all before i lost the emotion of it...........artist are very disoraginzed ppl.....


I'm sick and tired of being critisized...
I'm sick and tired of barely gettin by...
I'm sick and tired of not livin right...
I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired...
I'm sick and tired of being pushed aside...
I'm sick and tired of callin folks for rides...
I'm sick and tired of this petty life...
I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired...

And this is very true. I’m tired of knowin all the stuff I know. And its true that the more you know, the more you really don’t kno. Sick and tired I once was of ppl treatin me any ol’ kinda a way, but when they need sumthin they was right there in my face. Them niggas kno good and well I aint gon help ya. And I know this sound selfish but what have u EVA done for me? I love you with the love that Jesus has for all of us, but in the words of my grandmama, I wash my hands. Lol naw and right now I’m havin my a good ol laugh. Lookin at all these videos and people walkin round herre, talking bout “party lyk a rock star”. I’m sorry but I’m watchin yall and laughin at yall lyk I’m watchin a comedy show. Its all fake, it aint true genuine stuff, and this how I know. By the early part of next year, a rapper will be on to a new trend, then u will look at all ur “rock star gear” and put it in a box unda ya bed. Cuz u juss following a trend and that’s sumthin I aint neva been part of. I set the trends, whether u realize it or not. I was the 1 that liked the music in the first place, and all yall niggas laughed at me. And I was lyk, that’s aiight, cuz yall gon b listenin to it 1 day, and I’ma laugh at yall. Well, like I said before, I’m laughin. And now I’m movin on, cuz I refuse to be a sucka nigga lookin lyke yall. I refuse to b just anotha face in the blended crowd. I refuse if it’s the last thing I do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’m sick and tired of fake ppl actin like they my friend, and I cant believe I used to care how u viewed me back then and I cant believe I used to want u to be my friend, I cant believe I used to want to say, yeah that’s my friend. WHAT KINDA DRUGS WAS I ON!!!!!!!!!! man I’m glad the mentalities gon. I’m glad I’m a strong nigga and I don’t need sumbody to lean on. I got me, cuz aint nobody else IN LYFE gon have me. This is survival of the fittest not survival of the most popular-ist. And its funnii how yall niggas claim to have so many friends but then yall turn around and and u cant even trust them. And u write a poem for ya English class and put them niggas on blast and they huddle at the table and about u they talk trash. Once again I be laughin and laughin: anotha conformation that I’m glad yall rejected me. Cuz I don’t want nuthin in my lyfe to be tainted and God is showin me all that is. Juss felt like I had to express it, so I grabbed me sum paper and a pen. Cuz writin is what I’m called to do (that among many others) cuz it’s all I can think about, and I’m end up help yall nioggas out. Yall gon b in my office, layin on the couch, confessin bout how yall had sum crazy dreams and want me to help u sort them out.
So juss like my nigga chuck aka jeff said, quit tryna look like errebody else

But I don’t need nobody, not really at all, cuz they aint gon be the ones wit my wheni have to answer for my falls, and when my up against the world, and my backs against the wall, I look in the eyes of the peeps accusin’ me and it s the ones I thought i knew all a long, bbut i ws wrong. I’m used to takin care of myself and I know I wont let myself down. So if I eva let a nigga get close to me again, he betta not try to take that spot cuz who will I run to and who will I turn to if he break my heart? MYSELF! But if he took the spot of carin 4 me, I’m left wit a blank spot….

If u my friend then this aint for u. and by friend, I don’t mean a nigga I been knoin half my life….and u read this note and u think I’m talking bout u, 9times out of 10, I am…


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