so in this blog, I am going to talk about how I have changed over the course of 5 yrs. a lot has changed. (this is a bonus item b/c it happened 6 years ago) I gave my life to Jesus. that radically changed my life.
so, obviously, I am no longer in high school. that's what I was doin 5 years ago. preparing for the state graduation test was so crazy stupid. my wardrobe choices have DEF change. I look at some of these pics and I be like " what the HECK to I have on?". my music taste has drastically taken a shift. no more secular rap, straight christian. and let me tell you, I was a hardcore rap fan. pretty much, my life stopped Monday thru Friday from 600-730 so I could watch 106&park. no homework, no talking on the phone, unless we were talking about 106, nothin. at 5:55 I would start gettin my snack or dinner plate ready so I wouldn't miss anything. can you so controlled by BET? smh.
so 4 years ago, I've changed because I am no longer in community college (woot woot. university now baby!) that's also when one of my best friends that's like a sister to me introduced me to a song called Jesus Muzik by Lecrae and Trip Lee. the obession with Christian rap was then formed.
3 years ago, I had became a working woman lol. church, school and work was what my life was about. I was becoming closer to God too. doing things I never really did: shouting, "gettin the Spirit".
2 years ago: started university at the tender age of 17. and if I wasnt young enough, I was considered a sophomore. I was tryna figure out what I wanted my college experience to be and who I wanted to be. went to a few parties (the cheap 1s. was NOT about to pay to stand in a circle when I could do that for free). and my conclusion from middle school was confirmed : parties wasn't my thing. I also came to terms w/ some sin that was in my life that still continues to haunt and creep up on me and tries to lure me back. but I'm fightin! no more givin in (I solicit your prayers sirs and madams)
last year, I discovered why I have so much anger in me and why I harbor so much anger and pain and why I don't trust as easily as I probably should. I did a lot of crying, writing and talking (to my webcam and God of course). I really had a purification moment and now I am working on my issues through God. so growth spiritually, not so much physically (lol), musically, intellectually, and growth in fashion choice. oh yeah I DEF changed wardrobe wise even from college. freshmen year I was a straight bum. sweatpants and hoodies and tims everyday. smh not a good look. last year was kinda like that but toned down. now I hate wearing them out in public. I went to the computer lab in my building w/ sweats and a hoodie on and felt so terrible. I was like OMG ppl r gonna see me. this is not cool lol so yeah, that's how I've changed in 5yrs in a nutshell.
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