30 Days of Kia ♥



Day 1


So I decided to start back on the 30 Days of Kia ♥ again....so I’m gonna start over

So, when you fast, it’s supposed to be for a purpose. I don’t understand why people call breakfast, breakfast. When you are sleep, you’re not fasting, your sleep! You kind of don’t really have a choice to eat or not. You’re not praying. You’re not reading. You’re not seeking God. sooooo technically you’re not fasting! ANYWAY!

I fasted as a part of my bible study (aka group) (it really is like therapy! I love it!) But I fasted and I was kind of scared because I was praying and everything but wasn’t hearing God the way I wanted to hear him..Humph isn’t that funny, hear God the way I want to hear Him. That’s funny. Anyway, I just asked God to speak to me and to forgive me for some things I was doing and to shed light on some situations. And wouldn’t you know, He spoke to me!!(Not the way He did when I first got saved (I actually heard a voice) but He still spoke and I loved it!)). So He spoke to me today, which is the day after I ended my fast, in two incredible ways.


So, family, I was once ashamed to admit this, but now I am not, because I realize I am human, with weak flesh that can be tempted and fall into traps (but though I fall, I have been given grace mercy and love to get back up and ask for forgiveness). So lately, for a brief moment, and when I say brief, I mean a week or so, I had become a fan of Wiz Khalifa’s Black and Yellow. I think I became a fan of the song and beat because of the Super Bowl and my boys the Steelers (yes I know they lost, but they still some beasts! Anyways!) . So I felt that I shouldn’t like the song and hear it continuously and sometimes I am hard headed. Anyway long story short, today was the last day I would ever sing a lyric of the song, much less watch the video. I wasn’t even really watching the video, but when my eyes were on the screen for a few seconds, on one of the dude’s shirts was a picture of Baphomet, which historically has become a symbol for Satan (not stating opinion, stating fact). FREAKED ME OUT SON!!! I was like WHAT?!?!?!? I rewound the video and there it was again. IMMEDIATELY turned it off!!! IDHT (I Don’t Have Time).

…sad to say, I forgot the other thing I was going to blog lol it’s not funny. So when think of it, I will write it down, then blog it another day.