30 Days of Kia ♥

Day 18


forgot to blog yesterday, so today i will do two blogs...

heres the first:

i think God talks to me in different ways. well, actually, i dont think, i know. its real subtle and soft, which used to scare me because when ifirst got saved, i would actually hear a voice clear as day, so when God started speaking in a different way and thru other people and in my convictions, i used to think it wasnt God.
i just ended a fast and felt like i didnt learn anything until the last day. the fast before that, i didnt hear anything until a day or two after. that latter had scared me because i thought my fast must have been in vain. glad i was proven otherwise :)
ive been doing research on fasting so that i can have a clear understanding of it and how to do it. i dont wat to fast just because my church is or my group is or anything like that but i actually want to have a broken and contrite heart that seeks God's face in the process. thats what fasting is about anyway, not to be seen by man but to be seen by God.